Another Emily.
Why am I sad?

Sucky things are happening and I don’t know what to do.
My physical body is screwed up beyond repair and there’s nothing I can do.
Colleges are being poop faces.
She hurt me and I’m still not over it, even though everyone else is.
I feel dejected and left out.

The list never ends, or so it seems.

Do I wish I were happy?

OF COURSE.

Can I just stop being sad and be happy instead?

lol you try it first and tell me how it goes