février 2012
notdoinghomeworkrightnow replied to your post: notdoinghomeworkrightnow replied to your post: I…
Perhaps just make your parents happy and do that. Do you need to re-record all of it?
Yeah, that’s what I’m doing. It’s just a really annoying process.
No, I still have the DVD file on my computer, I just had to burn it to a new disc and tomorrow I need to test it on two...
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If I were to wake up my mom and cry on her shoulder while explaining to her why you don’t say hi to me anymore, do you think she’d let me skip school tomorrow?
lol no
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She had a bad day, and you invited her over so you could make her hot chocolate.
You didn’t even think to tell me you wouldn’t be at school today.
We probably won’t talk tomorrow because, once again, you’ll be too enveloped in her presence to notice my existence.
When was the last time we ate lunch together?
When was the last time we hugged?
I don’t remember...
notdoinghomeworkrightnow replied to your post: I don’t know how to give everything to God. I’m…
If you give everything to God, you wont worry about all things, you still do things to get closer to your goal, but you know God has a plan for you in the end. Perhabs the blank CDs went to colleges that you were not intended for. Its hard, but trust
I know they went to colleges I’m not...
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So anyway, my life seems to be a little more tolerable when I’m asleep.
Goodnight.
I don’t know how to give everything to God. I’m always told that’s what I have to do, but how? I’ve tried praying about it, but I always seem to continue worrying about what I can’t control, even though I’ve already gotten down on my knees and said “Lord, I give everything to you.”
I don’t know how.
That’s the one thing they don’t...
patchesofink replied to your post: I’m tired of trying as hard as I can only to fall…
Yeah, you can! At the risk of sounding like a cliched Jesus freak, you can totally give the reins over to him!
I was just thinking that, actually.
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What pisses me off about society.
"Devil" Music, that classifies you as a wierdo in the modern world.
Pierce The Veil: Maybe we're meant to lose the ones we love, but I'll fight for you till then.
A Day To Remember: When you're gone, it's like a whole part of me's missing. So I'll keep living the lie and just hope that you're listening
Bring Me The Horizion: We all carry these things inside that no one else can see,they hold us down like anchors,they drown us out at sea
Attack Attack: If he's dumb enough to walk away be smart enough to let him go.
Asking Alexandria: It's hard to remember the good times when there's just so much heartache, But they deserve more than that.
Music that is accepted. and you are cool for listening to.
Nicki Manaj: You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe
Lil Wayne: Get my kush in California, Get my dro from Arizona
Wiz Khalifa: They say life's a gamble, hit my joint and roll the dice. When you living this high, you can't be afraid of heights.
THATS why society pisses me off
“Is there any way I can help you finish applying for colleges?” “Not at this point, but thanks for offering.”
~threeish months later~
“Loyola sent me an email today telling me your audition DVD was blank. On top of everything else you already have to get done by tomorrow, go fix it now. And tell me when you’re finished so I know you’ve done it...
kevinridesabike replied to your post: I’m tired of trying as hard as I can only to fall…
if only, if only.
Seriously though. Ugh
I’m tired of trying as hard as I can only to fall flat on my face.
I’m exhausted and I need rest, but living my life is a one-man job. I can’t just go take a nap while someone else takes the reigns for a little while.
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Failed at sending out audition recordings, which in turn means I failed my parents because they expected me to finish all of this on my own. Failed at maintaining yet another friendship, which in turn led to a domino effect that’s slowly eating me alive. Failed my econ test, which means I have to do a ton of homework and retake the test. If I fail it again, the process is repeated until I...
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one of those nights.
kevinridesabike:
feelin’ like a failure.
i want someone to play with my hair and tell me that it’s all going to be okay.
because it will.
but right now it sucks.
gpoy so much right now
Don’t tell God how big your storm is, tell your storm how big God is.
So much easier said than done.
Sometimes I just really dislike getting out of bed every morning.
Life would be so much easier if I could just stay home, stay in my pajamas, curl up in a blanket with a cup of hot chocolate, and watch Looney Toons until the cows come home.
Alas, I’m not eight and it’s not a...
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I’m trying, alright? I really am. I’m trying to reach out to you. I make eye contact with you. I’ve talked to you. I smiled at you today. What more could you possibly want?
I’m still not over how much you hurt me, but at least I’m making an effort. The fact that you won’t even acknowledge my existence anymore is ridiculously frustrating.
Also, I’d...
I did not like today.
I’m hoping tomorrow will be better, but I feel like today was only a small taste of the storm yet to come.
Apparently half of the audition DVDs I sent out to various colleges were blank.
I am literally still trying to catch my breath
takeluck:
HOME AND IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!!!
Reunited and it feels so good
Welcome home! :D
Weeeeelp, time to get into pajamas and study another chunk of Philippians with Luke. Then bed time (:
Goodnight everyone, I love you guys so much <3 God bless all of you
Rants and prayer requests are always accepted in my ask box. I won’t judge you, I promise. I’m here for you.
p1ut0 replied to your post: Dear Anon, I do not know who you are, but I can tell you that we aren’t friends. If you knew anything, you’d know that a large portion of Valley is full of idiot rich kids that only say they are Christian is because “that’s what you do at a Christian school”. You have no right to tell Emily that what she says isn’t fair. Geez, if you wanted to tell her, tell it to her...
Intelligence is so attractive.
happyfrown a demandé : Dear Anon, I do not know who you are, but I can tell you that we aren't friends. If you knew anything, you'd know that a large portion of Valley is full of idiot rich kids that only say they are Christian is because "that's what you do at a Christian school". You have no right to tell Emily that what she says isn't fair. Geez, if you wanted to tell her, tell it to her...
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Been working on them on and off for the last four hours.
SO HARD WITHOUT TAPE.
Holy cow, since when is it 11? I was going to go take a shower at 9:30. lol
If you’re a “nice guy” to a girl up until you realize she doesn’t want to date you, then go on about how she’s a cold shrew that friend-zoned you and how no girls date nice guys, like, nah mate, girls do date nice guys. You just aren’t a nice guy. You’re a passive aggressive beta with internalized misogyny and a serious victim complex.
iampjotter-hearmerawr a demandé : It's okay, Emily. I, and anybody else with half a brai... I mean, anybody who isn't a "valley person", know the kinds of students you're ranting about. We forgive you ;)
Anonyme a demandé : Firstly, you chose to let anon ask question, so don't ask me hwy i'm still anon. Secondly, I respect your opinion, but i still don't agree with how you decide to generalize the whole valley student body in one of your posts while knowing that there are people who are true christians and who might get offended reading it.
Anonyme a demandé : i'm not judging, i'm just saying my opinion on how it is wrong to generalize a whole big group of people when you don't know all of them personally.
Anonyme a demandé : in my opinion you shouldn't list them as "valley people" in the first place. that offends other vc students who actually are devoted christians. I don't know how you actually are, but posting verses on tumblr doesn't give you the rights to go around and generalizing other people. that's my humble opinion.
Anonyme a demandé : then who would you consider to be one of these "valley people"?
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I have to pee but I just painted my nails.