Sorry, ignore me.
Another school deferred me the other day, meaning I’ve had more deferrals than acceptances. More deferrals means less self-esteem.
Defer (n) - what a college does to you when they don’t want you in their music program, but still want you on their college campus for whatever reason
I’m not in the mood to babysit.
I’m not in the mood for anything at all.
But I’m getting paid, and it’s too late to call in sick.
le sigh
Sometimes we need to ask for more joy.
Sometimes we need to “take back” joy from the enemy.
Sometimes, we have to do both.
Sometimes, we just need to chill out.
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It’s nothing but reblogged pictures and self-pity posts.
Sometimes I wish I were someone else. It’d be nice to know how to confront people for once. I’m shaking just thinking about it.
Sucky things are happening and I don’t know what to do.
My physical body is screwed up beyond repair and there’s nothing I can do.
Colleges are being poop faces.
She hurt me and I’m still not over it, even though everyone else is.
I feel dejected and left out.
The list never ends, or so it seems.
Do I wish I were happy?
OF COURSE.
Can I just stop being sad and be happy instead?
lol you try it first and tell me how it goes
